Ok maybe it's not their fault, it might actually be mine

To kick of 2023, I look back at the biggest lesson I learnt last year and what I aim to do with it moving forward. CW: This post contains mentions of mental illness and suicidal ideation.

I spent an unfathomable amount of time in 2022 comparing myself to others. Embarrassingly, comparing myself to others became an integral part of my day just like brushing my teeth, eating, sleeping or having a shower. Admittedly, I definitely compared myself way more to others than I did brush my teeth or shower (big shoutout to you CPTSD). Wake up, tik…